By means of the present I present my irrevocable resignation
to being an adult.
I have decided to accept the responsibility to be 6 years
old again.
I want to go to McDonald's and to think that it is a
5 stars restaurant.
I want to sail little boats of paper in a pool and
to do rings throwing stones to the water.
I want to think about that the candies are better than
the money, because they are possible to be eaten.
I want to have rececess and to paint with watercolors.
I want to go out of my house without worrying about if my
hair shines.
I want to have somebody fixes and it irons the
clothes to me.
I want to return to my house to a homemade food and that
somebody cut my meat.
I want to take lengths baths and to sleep 10 hours
all the nights.
I want to hung my parents every day and to rinse my
tears in its shoulders.
I want to return to the times where the life was
simple. When everything I knew was colors, tables to add and
fairy tales: and that did not bother me, and did not
worry not to know to me. What yet wise she was happy,
because nonwise the things that worry and bother.
I want to think that the world is just.
That all the people are honest and good.
I want to think that everything is possible......!
In some place of my youth I matured, and I learned
too much. I learned of nuclear weapons, wars, prejudice,
hunger and of abused children. I learned on unfortunate lies,
marriages, of the suffering, disease, pain and the death. I
learned of a world in which they know how to kill and they
do it.
What happened with time when i thought that
everybody would live for always, because it did not
understand the concept of the death, except when I lost to
my mascot.
When I thought that the worse thing than happened was
that somebody chose to me of last to play.
When I did not need glasses to read.
I want to move away of the complexities of the life and
to be touched again with the small things once again.
I want to return to the days in which music was clean and
heals.
When I was innocent and thought that everybody was happy
because I was it.
It want to walk again in the beach thinking only about
the sand between the fingers of my feet, without worrying me
about the erosion and the contamination.
It would pass my afternoons raising trees and mounting in
my bicycle until arriving at the park, without the
preoccupation of which they kidnap to me.
It did not worry me about the time, the debts or
where were going to get the money to fix the car.
I only thought about what I was going to do whe I grew
up, without worry about if I will make it or not.
I want to live again simple. I do not want that my days
are of computers that spoil, of the mountain of papers in my
desk, of depressing news, neither of like surviving
days the more the month when! no longer it is left money in
the account.
I do not want that my days are of bills of doctors or
medicines.
I do not want that my days are of rumors, diseases
and loss of dear beings.
I want to believe in the power of the smile, the hug, the
handshake, the sweet word, the truth, justice, of the peace,
the dreams, of the imagination.
I want to believe in the human race and want to draw
dolls in the sand again ... I want to return to my 6 years!